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Name: Muhd Sufiyan Bin Hamadi
Nick: HardyBoy, Yan, Sufi
Status: Single Mingle
D.O.B: 23 _____ 1987
School: Ite-Simei
Race: Malay + Bugis + Chinese = Boyanese
Living At: Tampines
Height: 1.71m
Weight: 65kg
MSN: Sufiyan_Kopeng@hotmail.com

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.. Be an ENROL NURSE
.. Be a GOOD Leader
.. Be a GOOD Follower
.. Be with CARTOON
.. Be SPECIAL SOMEONE to All

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    Thursday, November 30, 2006

    This is a story of how it is

    Lovin' every morning
    Good loving every night
    That is what I gave you,
    And you were so satisfied
    Dinner on the table
    There were flowers in the bed
    Anything you asked for
    Was it all real or just in my head?

    Think now, of what it should've been
    Our love, all it could've been
    If you were ever wondering
    I'm doin' fine, but in my mind

    I could never believe and never understand
    How you could do this to me
    Enough is enough, done all I can
    Now you're gonna lose me
    Throwing away our yesterdays
    Everything we planned
    Cause you're a girl, I'll never understand

    How you feelin now?
    Are you happy now?
    I'm doing just fine

    Covered you in diamonds
    Gave you summer in the sun
    And at that moment I had only just begun
    Got you the designers
    From every magazine
    Baby if I'd known then
    All this pain inside would never be

    Girl, you are a mystery
    So glad, that we're history
    Guess we were never meant to be
    And I'm doin' fine, but in my mind

    I could never believe and never understand
    How you could do this to me
    Enough is enough, done all I can
    Now you're gonna lose me
    Throwing away our yesterdays
    Everything we planned
    Cause you're a girl, I'll never understand

    Are you happy now baby?
    That we're history
    Yeah, yeah

    Think now, of what it should've been
    Our love, all it could've been
    If you were ever wondering
    I'm doin' fine, but in my mind

    I'm just throwing away our yesterdays
    Giving it up on the plans we made
    Enough is enough, done all I can
    This girl I'll never understand
    I could never believe, never understand
    How you could do this to me
    Enough is enough, done all I can
    Now you're gonna lose me
    Throwing away our yesterday's
    Everything we planned
    Cause you're a girl, I'll never understand

    Created at 3:59 PM

    Wow the guys came early then me.. When i came down there... They just rehearse for the LAST TIME... The guests came. Fityan Members came. Everyone came. It was a HAPPY ENDING for me.. Why i say that coz, My plan was to take pic with this Special Girl. But tk kesampaian, akhirnya Andai kau kata Kite harus buat hal masing2 sendiri. When i read the msg. My eyes was crying in pain. I was in PAIN. I call up my Fren, ask for HELP but he told don't be like that . She got say IF we are FATED to be together again. We are FATED. I wonder how TRUE it is. You are Confused & Lost with ur Decision. I wonder what you say is true, wonder what you feel for me is true. ALL Fityan took Pictures together. From what i see, That's gonna be my LAST taking pic with you all. How i wish this day didn't happen. But you keep on saying you LOVE me, you still LOVE me. I wonder that came from your HEART or Mouth. Like what people say "Tak Guna Ada Mata Kalau Tak Dapat Melihat, Tak Guna Ada Hati Kalau Tak Dapat Menilai". I LOVE YOU SO MUCH i can't bare to let you go. But if That's what you want. All i can do is to Redha. Let NATURE take its Course. If she OPEN up ur mind set. Insya Allah we can be together. But after what happen. I don't think i can accept you to be Someone I TRUST anymore. Sorry my Dear. Sufiyan now is Much BETTER then Sufiyan LAST TIME. Even Most of my Fren Agree. But its up to u. ONLY time will TELL me If you are the Girl of My DREAM.... :'(

    Muhammad Sufiyan Bin Hamadi
    (HardyBoy)

    Created at 3:55 PM

    Wednesday, November 29, 2006

    I swear that I can go on forever again
    Please let me know that my one bad day will end
    I will go down as your lover, your friend
    Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
    Are you afraid of being alone
    Cause I am, I'm lost without you
    Are you afraid of leaving tonight
    Cause I am, I'm lost without you

    I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
    I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
    Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
    And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

    Are you afraid of being alone
    Cause I am, I'm lost without you
    Are you afraid of leaving tonight
    Cause I am, I'm lost without you

    Are you afraid of being alone
    Cause I am, I'm lost without you
    Are you afraid of leaving tonight
    Cause I am, I'm lost without you
    Are you afraid of being alone
    Cause I am, I'm lost without you
    Are you afraid of leaving tonight
    Cause I am, I'm lost without you

    I'm lost without you
    I'm lost without you

    Created at 9:50 PM

    I'm taking my time
    I'm trying to leave the memories of you behind
    I'm gonna be fine
    As soon as I get your picture right out of my mind

    I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you
    I wanna be the only hand, you need to hold on to
    But everytime I call you don't have time
    I guess I'll never get to call you mine

    You're nothing at all, I know theres a million reasons
    why I shouldn't call
    With nothing to say, could easily make this
    conversation last all day

    Another lesson I didn't get to learn
    Your my obsession
    I've got nowhere to turn

    Created at 7:56 AM

    Tuesday, November 28, 2006

    What I got to do to make you love me?
    What I got to do to make you care?
    What do I do when lightning strikes me?
    And I wake to find that you're not there?

    What I got to go to make you want me?
    What I got to do to be heard?
    What do I say when it's all over?
    Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

    It's sad, so sad
    It's a sad, sad situation.
    And it's getting more and more absurd.
    It's sad, so sad
    Why can't we talk it over?
    Oh it seems to me
    That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

    What do I do to make you want me?
    What I got to do to be heard?
    What do I say when it's all over?
    Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

    It's sad, so sad
    It's a sad, sad situation.
    And it's getting more and more absurd.
    It's sad, so sad
    Why can't we talk it over?
    Oh it seems to me
    That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

    Yeh. Sorry

    What I got to do to make you love me?
    What I got to do to be heard?
    What do I do when lightning strikes me?
    What have I got to do?
    What have I got to do?
    When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

    Created at 3:54 PM

    Monday, November 27, 2006

    Today what a HELL of tiring day for me & the guys. Basically the guys are Ahmad, Aidil, Irsyad, Sabil.. We all when to Blk 275 Tampines St 22. To help out with the Perkahwinan "Faisal & Juliana"... Ustazah NorLaila was the one who invite us to be the "Kendarat".. Actually kan "Kendarat" kan utk pompuan jer... hehehe But who cares.... Nak tolong org dgn Ikhlas. Datang sana jer semua BLURR like sotong.. tak tau aper nak buat... Macam Biasa Ayan jugak kene kasi arahan kpd semua... hehehe (Step mcm Org BESAR jer)... Skali dpt tau... That wedding what my Cousin's Wedding... Blurr padahal tak pernah nampak org2 kat sana... Entah2 dpt tau... Atok _____(alamak lupa nama Sorri Tok) nyer sedara is my Arwah Atok... Jadi kirakan Ustazah NorLaila is my Makcik.. haiyo... Aku dah dpt satu lagi Makcik & Ustazah.. hehehe... HAPPY seh... Kat sana keje2 kitorg ialah SERVE makan & minuman kpd tetamu & angkat makan & minuman selepas tetamu balik. SEMUA keje KERAS tapi baik2 semua malu2 nk bebual dgn Kendarat Pompuan... Wow bukan main mesra dorg... Macam aku biasa layan Makcik2 kat sana... hehehe... Macam tk kenal SUFIYAN saper... Lepas semua...TIME TO GO HOME... Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sambil menanti Ustazah NorLaila, kita semua duduk2 dgn MAKCIK-MAKCIK bebual-bual... Happy seh skali Ustazah suruh tunggu jap ingat kan aper.. tunggu pasal nak kasi MAKANAN utk bawak balik umah.. hehhee.... ALL WAS A HAPPY ENDING... everyone have fun, Everyone Enjoy Mixing With The People There... As for me... I'm happy to know that i got a NEW FAMILY now...

    Created at 11:30 AM

    Sunday, November 26, 2006

    Today was a DAMN boring day.. Can't go out.. Can't do anything right.. After watching PRISON BREAK... jeng jeng jeng... Mum start to scold everybody... My room is in a MESS... i got no time to do all... Haiz she ask me to go find work... HELLO my attachment have not yet finish... planing to go to the mosque to join the geng at the container... BUt i came VERY LATE.. now the rest are going to 'Kampong Melayu' to watch KUDA KEPANG... as for me I'm in the lib updating my PRECIOUS blog. Wonder what to say... Life now is kinda SUCK for me... There's always sometime WRONG... If gonna be my Mum keep on nagging WHY i never find a Job. As for me... going to meet Isa & Nassier at MTT.. That was a HELL Waiting for me... Haiyo korg2...Just a Guys Day OUT... Now hoping to meet Lina on Wed for the Perjumpaan Hari Raya... WOW wonder what is the Color she gonna wear on that day... HOPEFULLY same as me.. hehehe... How Romantic it's gonna be.. hehehe Waiting for ur reply Syang.. In LIFE understanding is the MOST important.. If u have doubt about me...Do tell me...Who knows by telling u those story of mine our Relationship will be a NEW... To Lina "I MISS YOU SO MUCH, wonder the day will come to MEET YOU in Person"...

    Created at 12:51 PM

    Tuesday, November 21, 2006

    hello everyone... Been quite sometime never go to school for MLC... Finally now i can update my blog... BUSY katakan.. Mcm tk biasa pulak Ckp Nurse mah.. smlm penat tau... lepak2 dgn ISA kat MTT lepas tu lepak kat bwh blk uDin. Skali i got a kol from a VERY Old Fren.. Asking for help becoz of her BGR... Me n Isa meet her at 10 - 11 plus. We talk abt her Prob..Me & Isa feel that both of us like COunseller arh.. wahahaha.... Finally we all sot things out.. Then antar lah dier balik... Kecian katakan anak dara org.... Anyway yesterday i was in SCH for my 1st REALWORK in Nursing Lab... tak leh angkat keje mcm tk keje gitu... Kene Carik hp Cikgu lah, Bersih2 kan lah...just simple2 job... 1hr/$5..okay lah.. dpt utk duit makan. End up jumpe Isa SHARE my Prob... He give me advice n we talk n talk until we reach Interchange.. Our plan was to go back together.. But we both walk HOME... On our way we walk pass Lina House.. Then we Lepak under her blk... We chat on the phone... Settle & Sot things out.. AKHIRNYA SEMUA SETTLE AMIN

    Created at 6:08 PM

    Sunday, November 05, 2006

    Hello Blog, skrg aku ada kat rumah Cik Bedah yg tinggal kat sebelah Tampines Library. Last house for the day, my parent tgh bebual-bebual lagi. Hadi dgn Imran tgh main PS2, Abg Fitri tgh tido kat Kereta, Huda kat rumah tgh belajar utk O-Level dier & me tgh update blog. Hmmm Pagi2 bangun tido, mandi, siap-siap then gi CDC. Gi sana pun nak buat bayar utk Card Driving Licience. Wow $50 seh mahal nyer.. hmm Habis baik mak kasi Present to make the Card. Lepas tu gi I.C.A nk Extend Passport haiz boring2. Hmmm terus ingat kan nk balik umah terus gi Golden Mile Tower jap for Interview baru lah gi Bedok Library surf net for 30min jer. haiz abis tu kan kite sampai rumah relak2. Sambil tgh tunggu my Parent balik then baru boleh gi Jalan Raya. Mak & Abah balik dan yg bujang2 siap nk jalan raye.. hmmm Tepon Farzana, Atikah, Isa, Nassier tanye Hmmm "Korg gi umah Ust Irwan eh..?" semua tk confirm cume Farzana & Atikah jer yg Confirm gi.. Hmmm boring2... Jalan Raye dgn Family, Ust Irwan jemput dtg umah dier.. Haiz STRESS-STRESS....then malam Nadiah msg "r u coming to Ust Irwan House, come lah".. haizz tapi aku tukar2 topic.. Kalau lah tadi gi umah Ust Irwan... 1st time aku kuar dgn Lina & nampak dier pakai Baju Kurung LIVE... haizz skrg Lina bingit & marah.. Wahai blog ku ini.. Kalau ko paham aku.. Kalau boleh SEMUA aku nak gi.. Nak ikot My Family Jalan Raye & nak join u all gi Rumah Ust Irwan.. Lagi2 Ust Irwan sms me PERSONALLY seh.. Haiz rasa sebesalah seh tk dtg rumah Ust Irwan dan lagipun lama jugak tk jumpe Ust Irwan.. "MAAFKANKU Ust Irwan & Lina kerana tidak dpt jumpe kamu Berdua"

    Created at 4:35 PM

    Friday, November 03, 2006

    Wow takot seh tadi utk TP. dah lah pagi2 kene bangun itu pun Abah dgn Mak jugak hantar sana... "YA ALLAH Tolong lah aku PASS utk TP nie". dah start tgk Nombor aper kene amik eh.. Skali dapat Nombor 62.. Pun boleh lah.. hehehe...Lepas TEST semua kene gi 3rd floor.. haiz tunggu kat bilik tu sikit punyer lama... dah lah Air-Con tk ON... haiz... jeng jeng jeng.. Intructor TP dtg lak heran lak.., Knp dorg panggil Nama2 org.. tapi aku tk panggil...??? Pikir-Pikir jugak seh... Jangan2 aku FAIL... eee JANGAN seh.... Lepas tu Intructor Abdol masok ckp "OKAY U ALL PASS".... "YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AKU PASS........." Terima Kasih Banyak2 kepada Kwn2 Ku yg telah DOA kan aku PASS... Terima Kasih Banyak Korg....Tanpa DOA korg aku rasa aku TKKAN PASS.... ALAMAK kene tgk Video lak... ish ish ish skali kene amik PLEDGE tau... "I PROMISE TO BE A SAFE RIDER" hehehe hentam saja lah.... dah kul 12.10pm dah lambat nk gi Attachment itu pun HAQ jugak tompang.. THank You HAQ....

    "Lina, I PASS for my Bike Licience tau" HAPPY nyer....

    Tgk Prison Break lagi sempat jugak....

    TO ALL WHO READ THIS MSG.. Yan disini ingin Ucapkan TERIMA KASIH BANYAK-BANYAK kerana korg DOA kan kite PASS for mt TP TEST... Terima Kasih Semua..

    Created at 3:04 PM